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<p><p>Haha yeah it's 1.21 here in Singapore and I'm jetlagged. Can't sleep x</p></p>

<p><p>Hey G. Thanks very much. It was just very hard because the whole situation was long and drawn out for him and us. I'm glad he's at peace but I miss him loads now and im worried about my gran. What happened with yours was kind of like my other gran, she died when I was 6 or 7 but she was very very young. Only in her early 50's. I hope you and your family are well X</p></p>

<p><p>Up late lol I'm never up early! I haven't been sleeping well the last few months</p></p>

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<p><p>Yeah it's lovely. I think it'll be nice and Christmassy on the run up to it. We go quiet next month so I'll have to see what that's like. Winter might be a bit depressing. I've been to Derwentwater but I won't be going up skiddaw lol. We have a really good view of it fr</p></p>

<p><p>the hotel though if that's the same one anyway</p></p>

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<p><p>I got one but didn't get a second one so I'm not sure if that's the one you mean</p></p>

<p><p>Hey. Well I'm down in England now lol it's very wet here! And cold! Why do people slag off Scottish weather so much lol</p></p>

<p><p>Tried to reply but your inbox is full</p></p>

<p><p>Hiya. Things aren't going great at work, got some stuff going on there. Hope everything is good with you? X</p></p>

<p><p>Thanks bob! Hope you had a nice birthday <img src="<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/smile.png" alt=":)" srcset="<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/smile@2x.png 2x" width="20" height="20" /> I'll be using the money to come to australia and I'll visit you and your lovely wife if that's okay!</p></p>

<p><p>No problem young pup lol. Will eventually meet you and mrs tonyman! Xx</p></p>

<p><p>Happy New year! Xx</p></p>

<p><p>lol no its a place called carvoeiro but im sure theres plenty lovely clyde pics</p></p>

<p><p>Cheers - its the sunset in portugal. Ive got a nice one of the sunset here too - nice purple colours!</p></p>

<p><p>Might take you up on that some day! Hope your okay after your snake encounter!</p></p>

<p><p>I didn't realise you weren't on my friends list.. did you delete me? tut..</p></p>

<p><p>Thanks flower lol merry xmas to you too. Ill send you a proper message tomorrow when I'm using mums broadband x</p></p>

<p><p>Did u have to wear your cast for 6 weeks? I want it off now! Driving us mad not having broadband lol. Hope everything is fine with you</p></p>

<p><p>3 breaks!? Its so annoying. I can barely do anything <img src="<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/sad.png" alt=":(" srcset="<fileStore.core_Emoticons>/emoticons/sad@2x.png 2x" width="20" height="20" /> got hosp on monday for checkup</p></p>

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<p><p>Hey stranger, how was your holiday? thanks for asking, dunno if you saw my old posts but no good news. first we had found out grandad has prostate cancer and hes not very well, that was quite a while ago now, just waiting for the scan to see if its spreading. then we found out my dog has heartdisease and will need put to sleep eventually. it was heartbreaking and we just couldnt go ahead and leave him behind to go to NZ, it just wasnt worth it. I know that prob sounds daft unless your really close to your pet.</p></p>

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<p><p>So we're just staying in the UK for the future, hopefully move one day though. my plan is to try and get a qualification that will help me move and then we can choose the area. we just werent getting anywhere with the sponsorship for dave.</p></p>

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<p><p>anyway enough of my depressing stuff! hope you had a great holiday, i'll need to catch up on any posts or pics that you've put up </p></p>

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<p><p>take care</p></p>

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<p><p>I guess thats still a while left. things are never simple either! if your house sold and if my circumstances changed we'd all be off starting new lifes! ah well, its not like the UK is a bad place. I just need to get settled with my own house and a decent job or at least go to uni and get a qualification to emigrate. need to do it the long way! hope you have a good week at work!</p></p>

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<p><p>how much time do you have before the visa runs out? its crap, they should give people more time! its a bit of both i suppose, with my grampa having prostate cancer it was hard but we were still going to go to NZ but then when eric got heart disease neither of us could go, he's like a kid to us (i know that sounds mad if you dont have a pet!) so we told the nz company that we couldnt go. </p></p>

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<p><p>maybe we'll wait till things have changed (bit morbid!) and then think about going or maybe we'll settle here for at least a few years, havent decided yet. just trying to get our own house at the moment, sick of living with parents</p></p>

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<p><p>I dont know if he'll be allowed to stop in the actual city so no doubt i'll end up with garage choics lol. </p></p>

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<p><p>Thats brill! I hope your both going to treat yourselfs wit it! Hope you win the second one, fingers crossed for you. </p></p>

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<p><p>Still got my fingers crossed for the house too! We've started looking at buying a house too, maybe next year</p></p>

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<p><p>Not bad, you?? Go tell me a good place in liverpool for presents lol daves started a new lorry driving job and thats where hes going to be going every shift. Ive demanded at least one present a week, preferably edible lol no cheap garage flowers! You had a good weekend? Im dreading going back to work again tomorrow!</p></p>

<p><p>wow thats so soon! must be so exciting x</p></p>

<p><p>thank you! hopefully. hows it going with your plans? x</p></p>