Helz980

Can't wait to meet up for a coffee when I get back seeing as you are in my area! Xx

I'm shipping stuff back with chess but they are packing my stuff for me & doing the inventory. When I shipped out from the UK I itemised everything etc its a pain in the backside!

Shipping booked! Yes it's only a few boxes of personal belongings but still!

I'm so over the sweat!!!!

I hear you!! I've spent so many months whereby my hubby was saying he wasn't coming & being downright nasty about stuff etc (see my posts on here!) & then he decides he is which puts all your thoughts into disarray because you've been planning stuff for yourself. I think that just move forward with your plans & yes it's going to be a bumpy path but when you get back you will know what needs to happen. Best of luck! Xc

I'm heading back to Northumberland, can't wait. 3 years here & it's not for me no matter how hard people have tried. I am returning without my hubby, he isn't sure about coming back so we shall see what happens

Wishing you lots of luck!! I return on the 27th April xx

I think so too!!! I've got butterflies just thinking about it!! It's also meant iim enjoying my last few weeks here xx

I had a panic attack!! It was December 2013, I was having breakfast with my baby girl & it hit me, what the hell am I doing here. I went for a run to see whether that helped & it didn't. So I sat down & wrote all my thoughts & feelings down about why I was like this. Stroll on to this current day I leave oz on the 26th April & I'm probably the happiest I've been for a long time. I don't ffeel sick anymore which is a bonus & iI'm excited about my next chapter!!

That's exactly how I felt before I booked my flights! It's like wow that's another one that's escaped!! Big hugs Hun xx

Can't wait to see spring!! Perfect time to start the rest of my life & my daughter gets to experience it on the farm!

Wow that is so true!! Thank you for that!

9 weeks today!

Thanks for all your support! I'm pretty sure the next few weeks before I go won't be easy!

Thanks both!! I feel so excited, relieved & apprehensive! But most of all like a weight has been lifted. Seems silly but I've been doing a lot of positive thinking & saying a positive affirmation which appears to have done the trick!

Flights are booked!!!!!!!!!! Fly 26th April!!!!!!!

No chance at all quoll unfortunately. I will keep you ladies updated with how it's going xxx

Thanks melza, no he doesn't know I'm on here & I always go on here on my phone. I think you are right with me saying to him I go back for a trial at least that gives him a bit of 'hope' even if its not my intentions. It's all a mess & it was going so well!! Xxx

Do you think I should take my mum up on her offer of paying for my flights, book tthem then face his wrath after?

At this rate I've no idea when I'm coming back. Hubby is being a bully now, trying to get me to stay longer than I said. It's horrible & I feel sick at the thought of being here longer than April.

You ladies must be sick of me! Feel like I'm on a merry go round!

I'm still here, flights not booked yet. Hubby has changed his mind that often about coming back I just don't mention it anymore. Hoping to book this week fingers crossed! Then I can book the shipping company for my bits & bobs!

Ah wow!!!! I wish I was her right now!! Good luck Hun & see you in a few weeks for a north eastern catch up xx

I can't wait to get back & breathe in the fresh Northumbrian air! To be able to have a shower without sweating straight after lol! Only 10 or so weeks until I'm home.

So apparently I'm ruining his life & I'm blackmailing him!!! Wtf?! I'm so tired of all this. I just want him to stay put tbh.