Am due to sit Ielts tomorrow the final piece of the application needed. Have Vic Ss. Was just sitting here thinking I looking out window and children happily playing with friends after fun day in school. Have three beautiful healthy children. Live in nice house nice estate nice neighbours. Have a great husband. On maternity leave only have to go back two days a week. Have childminder. We not overly worried about money. Have just booked three week holiday in Italy. So why are we still not happy, why does it feel something is missing, we are missing out on something that may or may not be there on other side of world. It must b right thing to do if despite having everything we still feel the need to go or the regret of not going... Surely it is? Why are we risking everything in the hope of a better life? Going over to me working full time husband having to start business from scratch and hardly no savings !!!! Are we mad???