If it doesn't feel right, it might not be right.I have spent 13 yrs feeling like I am in the wrong place and finally my husband has agreed that we can move back to the UK in 2014.I know that I have a greater appreciation of what we need to be happy and having hot weather, a bigger house and more space isn't always the answer.I wish you all the very best and trust me, you are not alone.Keep your husband close though xx