Many years ago I decided I wanted more from life and should move to Australia, having visited and really enjoyed it. About 3 years ago I got a visa and decided to make the move. However, at the airport gate I had a panic attack and couldn't get on the plane. I returned home and spent 2 years depressed and lost all my confidence.
Eventually I decided I was unhappy in my job so I quit and went travelling. I soon ended up in Australia. Which is where I am now and have been for 9 months. It's been a constant struggle to find work and get settled. In desperation for work I started applying for jobs back in England. I have been offered a great job in England, but couldn't feel happy about returning to my old life. I have also now been offered an equally good job in Australia (although I have my reservations). But all I can think about is how lonely and homesick I am and that I want to go home!
Whatever life throws at me, I want the opposite. What is wrong with me?
Btw: I have been diagnosed with anxiety disorder. So that is possibly a large part of the problem.
I can't decide what to do but need to make a decision fast!
Haw as anyone else felt like this and what did you do?
Can anyone help?...please.