Hi Kelly
We found it hard to settle in Australia, after 2 and a half years there and just maybe beginning to settle a bit our daughter was born there. We really missed having our family around us then to see her and also to help us and give my wife a bit of extra help. Seeing friends we met over there with our new born daughter was great but I remember thinking this isnt right, there were about 40 family members at home who couldnt wait to see her but couldnt, the people who should of been around us.
Anyway, when she was 3 months old we left for a 3 month holiday to the UK to see how we felt and for her to meet all her family. Nearly one year later we are still in the UK and never went back lol. We do miss Australia sometimes especially the weather and a few friends there and might go back at some point but for us atm we love seeing her with the family and they love us being back.
I really think you should go for a long holiday if you can and see how you feel. It will make things much clearer.