Thanks so much for all your comments. Just spent ages writing a reply on my Ipad and it disappeared into cyber space so this reply might thankfully be more concise!
Not sure where to go really as have family all over and I have lived in so many different places - London, Canterbury, Salisbury, Northampton, Shrewsbury ......!. We left from Bournemouth but I'm not sure it would be a good idea to go back there as I might be expecting a different place to what it has become.
There's no way I could take my daughter away from her Dad until she's reached 18 as he doesn't want to come too but she is desperate to go to uni in the UK to study French. She's also just started Yr 11 at a pretty good senior college after having a achieved a scholarship and is doing well so not sure it would be good to rock that boat. I did talk to her Principal and he said that there are lots of scholarships to attend uni overseas that he reckons she could be successful for so that's a thought.
I really don't want to criticize my ex too much as he can't defend himself but he hasn't been much of a support to me and to be honest I've been a single parent for a lot longer than I've been separated. I feel that I've sacrificed a lot over the years so now it's time to do something I want to, if it doesn't work then that is my problem. If I don't go I know for sure that it's not going to stop my kids doing the same as I have always talked to them about travelling and how life changing it can be. This is one of the pitfalls of emigrating that when your kids become adults you really have no idea where they will want to settle.
A working holiday, now that sounds interesting. Just going over with the notion that it may only be for a year or two and if I settle then great, if not back to Adelaide I come! Maybe back to Australia, but not to Adelaide I think! It's strange though I have 2 sisters here in Australia and they both emigrated when they were in their 20's. They've both settled down really well and wouldn't dream of returning but I didn't come here till my late 30's and never have settled - I have been told I'm just too English - what does that mean? Both of them, including my brother in the UK say that I should go back.