Thanks for all the replies, Goldilocks, sorry to hear you're not having fun either-if you're not tied down then do it, go to Melbourne, you can always move on if you don't like it. My house is a proper contract so I can't leave, besides my house and my housemate are the best things about life in Perth so far. Feeling a bit more positive now as have an interview tomorrow, it's charity collection work which I really don't want to do but it is at least a legit organisation this time and pays $21 an hour so not too bad. I'm going to try and do that if I can and then at least it buys me time and takes the panic away a bit. I guess I've got to look on the positives, few travellers are lucky enough to be able to find nice long term accommodation with a good person so early on so I guess I have to use that to my advantage. Am now looking at going on to a student visa and retraining as this is something I feel I need to do anyway at this stage in my life and if I can combine that with being away then I will come away with something really useful and positive. I guess I've realised I have more options than I thought, it just felt like such a bad week last week and all the negatives got on top of me. I think in the end it will all be positive, I guess I've got to a. Let go of all my preconceptions of how I thought travelling would be and b. Hang in there for the good weather! Petals, you've got a good point there, I am not sure I would last on doing farm work as I'm quite prone to fainting when out in the heat so not sure it would be best for me :-O
Thanks so much for the support guys, feeling more positive for sure :-)