tiffanylm

hi, This is a great read. I have lived here for 7 years. I moved here when I was 22 with my then fiance now hubby. He has a great career out here that is transferable to anywhere but mine has yet to take off, and then I ended up having 2 beautiful babies. I have sailed on ever since telling myself that Australia is better for my kids and that we earn more money here then we ever did or could at home- but we also spend a lot more. We have wonderful friends and a great life. I spend most mornings with my toddlers walking along the promenade coffee in hand and kids on scooters/bikes. I also wrack myself with guilt during this time that I still feel like there is something missing. I just can't settle! When we visit the UK it is such a horrible feeling getting on the plane to come back to Aus. Last time we were home my babies were playing with their six cousins and I realised I just felt really lonely and isolated and I'm not sure I want to work through that anymore. Today, hubby and I have made the bold move toward getting back to the UK. I'm excited and terrified. Did anyone ever really really worry about it being the wrong decision? I hate that I can't be clear about this- made worse by people in the UK saying constantly 'are you crazy?!'. They see my life here as paradise. I'm so stressed out!