Thanks all for your posts. This has all come around so quickly that most folks who have a dream/vision have plenty of time to consider every aspect. We have had 3 months and my reason for not going immediately is that I guess I'm the more practical/grounded one in our partnership It's not that I don't share the dream, I have all the other things to deal with like, putting the house on market, arranging shipment of cat/dog all of which take time and whilst planning a wedding I could do without the stress of the rest of it. I still have a job here and if things don't work out, he has to return with nothing (not that I'm being negative here, just being realistic) so I have to keep up the mortgage repayments, bills etc. Hence why I feel he has to establish himself there in his new role and then we can progress from there. I wish I could be more of a risk taker..you only live once..right??