Chellegirl

Thank you Anna, yep trying to keep moving forward x

Thank you x

Thank you everyone of you for those lovely messages. Today was a little brighter with some positives happening... Thank you all ..Chelle

Thank's GeorgeD Will see if i have courage lol but don't really know anyone

Australia is now my home. My commitment i gave 100 percent. Thought for many long hours about my situation. At the end of the day Australia i call home. Thank you all for heaps of encouragement....Chelle x

hiya, Same really unsure fearful confused agitated etc. Nevertheless I am well stoked with all of the responses and kind thoughts thank you x

hi George thanks, when is the meet? If i can juggle it i very well might

Thanks hun . I will. x

Yes i have sought all available help from Centrelink etc. Even tho my situation truly sucks i remain proud and it is hell being on benefit. hey o

Thank you from my heart. It is difficult or rather 'was' for me to post in the first instance. I frequently ( when I had internet access) always viewed this site but never felt i ought contribute my woes. Isolation drives one to become inward I guess yet the paradox being we want 'outward and positive steps'. My circumstances are more complex than I am or have explained. It's too difficult to express in a fluent positive way without seemingly appearing a lost cause. Chelle x

Yeps me to, thank you .

Thank you I am in receipt of Newstart allowance which after having paid rent here at the refuge (even subsidised affords me little contingency planning in truth i struggle to even eat properly. I have great pride and struggle with this. Something i find Australians can find strange it appears . ( in no way am i being derogatory) it is just i was actually threatened once of being sectioned for refusing charitable help! Any way one chooses to magnify my circumstances travelling is out of my mindset within Australia. Topping up my Go card is all consuming even to travel to appointments. Hobbies are long abandoned due to circumstances. Thank you from my heart for you're assistance ......Chelle x

Yes I have a case manager, and i see a psychologist etc. I am sane just over constantly thinking how to escape this situation tbh

I was the 'one' who stopped the traffic on the Story bridge in my desperation ( that was three months ago) i was bashed at work and was a mess psychologically and emotionally when i went to the bridge.....Mental Health and Qld is akin to the Devils own Hell. Needless to say I seek little trust in 'professional help'. I am highly intelligent yet highly regressing to feeling hopeless like a child. Friends? I have very very few and not because I am horrible or anything it has/was //is very difficult for me to seem to find friends since arriving here.

Worked in the care industry. Support worker etc. Nothing fancy. Look I think I was maybe premature joining this site with my cry's for advice. It truly is futile . Thank you all tho......x