Hey Amber, surprise you remembered me![emoji23] I feel for us we were looking at everything through rose tinted glasses. Everything you missed to comeback for becomes short lived. Although I still love the culture here in Scotland and taking the kids to historical places. My little boy was in awe of the beautiful green hills and thought they were fake [emoji23] Family has been a let down in some respects also which is sad. I feel for my 7 year old. He is happy and content but he doesn’t have the same life here as he did there, he is a different child now, and he seems a little lonely which breaks my heart. Everyone is different, and I guess I will always miss the things I moved back here for if we do go back to Oz. I can deal with it better next time around because I did come and I know it wasn’t all it was cracked up to be. I’ve changed too, and I didn’t realise how much I had changed till I came back also. You will never know unless you try and if you have the choice to go back to the UK and return if it doesn’t work then do it. You will lose your mind trying to get the answer to “am I doing the right thing?” It’s impossible to know. Life is too short to wonder or wish. I don’t regret it and I know that I’m supposed to be here right now and I’m happy with that. My kids are happy and are spending quality time with family and I love that I can give them that. Sorry if I’m rambling I’ve just came off a 12hr shift and I’m on another planet. Feel free to message me anything you would like to know. Happy to help where I can. Thanks for the info also xx