Hi no1mum
i know exactly how you feel and still up and down on a daily basis. But flights, removals, holiday let booked. Still no jobs so a huge leap of faith. In also having surgery next week but just a knee op nothing too serious. Would be lovely to have someone to chat with before and after we arrive as we won't know a soul there either. We were also parents since the age of 20 and my daughter now 20 herself as started saying she isn't sure whichakes the whole thing even worse for us. However for all the things that could go wrong the same could also be amazing and we are thinking wel try it for maybe two years and if it doesn't work then all we really lose is two years. We trying to treat it as an adventure although it is scary. If you want to chat or de stress at please contact me cos I really know how you feel.
Kerry