decisions998

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I guess like many people here I have stumbled across this page and too have found myself extremely frightened reading the post. I am an UK citizen with a one year old daughter and whose father is Australian. We have had a very difficult time. After being together for a year and then travelling for 12 months we both returned to Scotland to save for 12-18 months for another trip however my partner did not settle well in Scotland which created tensions in our relationship. After a year I was extremely shocked to discover I was pregnant and he did not react well at all to the news and could not accept being a father and the responsibilities involved and left and returned to Oz. I was five months pregnant at the time. Very slowly he has began to accept everything and has recently returned to UK (His parents are Italian so he has dual european and australian passport). He has been here four weeks and had made a huge effort and wants to try again and be a family however because of previous difficulties in the UK he has asked me to return to Australia with our daughter and make a fresh start. In my head I was thinking we could try for a year however now that I found out the reality of the situation it has given me so much to think about. I love him very much however having brought my daughter up on my own for a year, I could not bear to even think about losing her. It makes me very nervous even thinking about the decisions I have to make.