oh how mixed up i feel!!, i emigrated to australia 33yrs ago with my husband and two boys aged 5 and 7. we lived in brunswick heads for 5yrs then moved to sydney for 20 yrs, after i lost my job and my husband got kidne failure we moved to be near our son in perth wa, (big mistake). we moved as i was worried about the mortgage and houses were cheaper in perth. anyway my husband died 2 1/2 yrs ago, we had been married 40 years. since then i have floundered. last xmas i came to uk for 4 weeks, i have been back and forward fo holidays about every 3ys since 1978, while i was here i felt i couldn't go on feeling lonely and went back to oz, sold my home, left my job and came to uk, i bought a flat here in liverpool and have travelled a lot in europe, got lovely friends here from childhood, my sister and 2 brothers live by me but NOW I MISS MY GRANDCHILDREN AND WANT TO GO BACK. i can't stand the heat or cockroaches!!! but don't want to miss out on my two grandchildren growing they are 5 and 9. i have two grandchildren in sydney aged 19 and 5 also.
I AM GOING BACK 7TH APRIL FOR MY SONS WEDDING?? SHALL I SELL THE FLAT AS I GOT A REPOSESSION I SHOULD EASILY GET MY MONEY BACK OR SHOULD I RENT IT OUT. I CANT BUY A PLACE IN OZ WOULDNT HAVE ENOUGH. SHOULD I PACK UP BEFORE APRIL AND SEND MY GOODS BACK TO OZ?? OR DELAY THE INEVITABLE AND COME BACK AND PACK UP??? GOD I AM MIXED UP !!!!
BY THE WAY LOVE UK, my whinges are the health system is bad and don't like the lak of sunlight in the winter. !!:arghh: