so we head to brisbane on sunday for our 3 week reccie, i am excited but also apprehensive. my parents have just been on holiday without us for the first time in 5 years and they were only away 10 days but i really noticed how kind of lost i felt, we are very close to them and do everything with them and my kids are everything to them, anyhow my point being that i am now concerned that when the day eventually arrives will i really be able to leave them and take their grandkids?? even tho this is just a holiday im nervous as its like a trial run. i have been so sure emigrating is what i want but i honestly have to say the way im feeling just now australia is going to have to be very special and totally bowl me over to continue with our plans, anyhow i may not get access to the site while were away so i will post all our findings when we return!
kelly x
