Yorkieroo

I empathise with your situation and disagree your still young enough to get a job. It is a tricky dilema though but agree you should definetly take a visit. Agree witb previous comment that your children could easily choose to live elsewhere. I was drawn back to the uk after my father became ill with his third cancer which was inoperable. However he is Cat with 9 lives and still going strong. Your life is for living, not regrets and if your heart isnt in the uk and you can afford to return to Oz then thats your decision and no one elses. And if it doesnt work out...hold your head up high and return with no regrets. Think of it this way, if your were a uk workier in dubai for a couple of years and then returnede to the uk,no one would blink but because its Oz,some how thats perceived differently. Some people have jobs that see them ping pong around the world every few years....i would personally admire that adaptability. Yet i also recognise the need for stability......talk to your husband after the holiday. Good luck do whats right for you.