yep still thinking of moving but still just a thought

oh god will it ever end as you know we are not starte whole thing till next yr my son thomas is 15 but will be 16 when we start the whole thing he has decided to say he dosnt want to come OMG what the hell i am to do

we have decided to give oz dream a miss
just till scott is 40
there are so many things i need to get in order here
but i wont let my dream die

yes feeling very down about oz have sent off so many cvs and not a email from any of them
will keep trying
as for xmas what can i say not alot really my mum passed away at xmas 3 yrs ago so that keeps coming back and the fact the boys have been so bad for the last 3 weeks to
so now i feel like killing them or walking out the door and not coming back /
just hope the new yr brings somthing specail:frownxmas:

yep we sure have only started really thinking of moving away to anothere counrty 6 months ago
i have found that the internet is my friend lol
some days it really get on my nerves
but i know it must be done
today is a off day
will have to see what tomz brings