leaving in 2 days

Well had a month living at my mums, glad we stayed at work until the very end or the wait would have felt like forever. Kids have had a great time with the grandparents good quality time. The goodbyes have started and nothing prepares you at all, some are ok but the ones you know will be hard are!!!! We have spent more time with people and done more in the last month than we would in 6 months and i think that makes it harder to leave in the end. I am questioning taking the kids from these people that really care about them and I question all the reasons why we are doing this. What I do know is that we will give it a good go and we will enjoy what there is to enjoy and we will find things we dont like I'm sure and then we will weigh it all up and do what is right for us as a family. That is hopefully not sounding negative just the way I have to deal with it. So we leave in two days kids are excited I am grateful to everyone keeping this positive and exciting in front of my kids so heres to some more goodbyes!!!!