the in between bit

All the stuff like applying for the visa, medicals more paperwork. Getting the visa even selling the house all seemed to fit into place. Now this bit I am finding the hardest, now that we've handed our notice in at work, now the school knows and kids party booked, now the flights booked and the shippers are coming, Now I start to panic and feel sick and question what we're doing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all part of the rollercoaster I know but its hard dealing with all this and having to smile and say all the right things when somedays arent all positive and you worry and question.
Saying that I am still excited and look forward to being there settling rather than being here sorting. 7 weeks to go yipppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee