[yorkshirepom]

thanks guys, your comments are much appreciated, believe me! I think i am grieving for my sis in law, although i thought i had dealt with it. I am a nurse and so was she. She was a wonderful person who gave so much to life and she would not want me to be miserable. I want to make it here with my oh. Hes a bit negative sometimes but he means well lol I will reach out to you all, you have made me feel better already! Thanks xx