[gemmahey]

I am going to miss my mum madly, I always ring her or go round when I am upset, in troube or ill. I hate the fact that I mite not be there for her as she grows older and every time I think about it it makes me not want to go.
I have many a time rung my mum when I have had to much to drink saying 'omg I shouldn't go I will miss you so much', and I know she will be devasted when I go, but she says to me you can't pass off a opportunity like this, its only 24 hours away and she will use every excuse she can to visit me, and she constantly points out that she is always there for me if I wanna move back home.
I dont wanna regret anything in life, it truely is to short, and further down the line I will try as a may to get my mother over to Aus to take care of her when she needs me most, just like she took care of me when I needed her growning up.