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Going back after only 8 weeks!!
Well finaly decided that this place is not for me, after much reflection cannot cope with these feelings and just want to get back on that plane. My partner has settled in and got a very good job with the Government, said that if it's not for me then just put it down to experiance.
I really dont think i can settle and didnt expect the emotions of not seeing parents and friends would affect me so much . We have spent thousands moving cats across who now have to go into quarentine for 6 months, bought all things new etc.
We came to OZ on 4 seperate occasions before we made the final decision, i feel so selfish as it was me who pushed for this move, sold our house, cars and for what daily crying and thousands of thoughts going on in my mind.
I dont think this is homesickness and given that i have never ever been this upset it is quite difficult to get your head around.
Need to start selling things now and get the cats and our flights booked for the next few weeks.
Many thanks for everones kind words to previous messages which i have posted.
Cheers.
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